You dream of having a serious, long-term (the idea of forever), secured and near to perfect relationship. A relationship which is kinda stable when it comes to a lot of aspects: emotionally; spiritually; physically; socially and the most important part, financially stable. You believe if one of the aspects is missing, relationship will fail. You dream of having that kind of relationship yet you decide not to commit due to the probability of failing.
I understand the idea of confusion and the concept of not yet being ready to get into a relationship but before you get into that dilemma, something has happened; it started with that feeling, an emotional attraction that have travelled deep within your skin to your heart and the sensation has registered permanently into your human brain controlling your central nervous system.
There’s a little feeling that was implanted deep within you. It struck you severely like lightning then baffled you extremely like thunder until it frozen out your heart, unable for it to resist. That feeling that you were unable to control and tried to just ignore until you cared. The innocent feeling that was nurtured until someone’s appreciation made it grow. That feeling now calls for attention and keeps on haunting you but the other part of your mind says you cannot commit. You would ask yourself if you’re really ready when it comes to having a long time, infinite relationship with someone you like until you would end up answering yourself, “I doubt.” You would assess yourself and you would say, “I am emotionally maturing;spiritually molding; physically developing; socially better; and financially struggling.”
Then you stop, believing in due time, you’ll be ready enough.
I also understand the concept of friendship and trying so hard not to lose the friendship that has been tender cared for years, that’s why you chose just to be a friend and not take the risk.
You are in the dilemma of “friendship is only for friendship;no more, no less” thing, yet, there is a strange feeling within you beating for a friend you truly and specially love. You’re sure that this special friend is different from any other friends you trust with your stupid love stories; incomparable with a friend you call and text anytime you want just to tell him/her how your life is going bad; exactly not the same with a friend you chat about your favorite basketball or football player and how the game went up and your favorite player behaved so bad. You tend to ignore the feeling that keeps on haunting you apprehensive of the circumstance that you’ll be left behind.
Then you stop, accepting being friends and inspired is better than being in a relationship with complaints and conflicting grounds.
I also understand your notion for failure. You fear rejection and you are alarmed of the probability of not being loved back. You’re afraid of the concept of friendship and the idea that your love likes someone else and you detach yourself from it.
You have a special someone who is truly different from a friend who makes you laugh. You have one true love that is incomparable with just a mere friendly love. Your love is unconditional and it never dies. It is forgiving and unselfish. It does not know color, age, gender, status, religion and even distance. It is unconditional in a sense that you keep on loving the other person despite of the fact that everything seems so hard. But you decide to stop because you believe that your one true love has no capability of loving you back and is in a mutual relationship with someone he/she likes.
Then you stop accepting the reality that your love one’s happiness is more important than what you feel inside.
I won’t end this letter without a sensible advice. If you feel being cared, care even more. Likewise with being loved, love even more. Love takes two to tango and the more you put effort on it, it makes life sweeter and inspiring even more.
Live a genuinely happy and exciting life.
God bless our days ahead. 😇😉✌
She is optimistic and seemingly fearless.
She approaches all situations head-on and I can say.. sensitive!
She’s gets hurt easily though extremely confident.
She’s often misunderstood and keeps secrets to herself.
Mga bata pa kami noon, uhugin pa’t musmos.
Siya yung nabagrang sa buli at puro sugat sa binti at tuhod.
Palihim na humingi saken ng bulak tapos nangangatal sa takot.
Pero never na umiyak, ewan ko, sobrang tapang ng loob.
A combination of a ferocious lion in the outside and a marshmallow with a real soft side.
Ilang beses mang madapa, babangon pa rin saka lalakad.
I could say, no one can beat the squad that we have.
You are loved purely and unconditionally by US.
So sa birthday mo, bahala na si Batman.
One important thing that I can say, cast all your burdens to HIM, all the time.
Regrets, failures, pain, shortcomings…alam mo na kung sino tatawagin dyan,
Today is your birthday, ayabyu, muah muah, tsup tsup, God bless you always bidayan.😙😙😙
“Sometimes the door closes on a relationship, not because we failed but because something bigger than us says this no longer fits our life. So, lock the door, shed a tear, turn around and look for the new door that’s opened. It’s a sign that you’re no longer that person you were, it’s time to change into who you are. It’s going to be okay.”
― Lee Goff
Bumulaklak muli ang mga rosas, araw sa langit ay sumikat, nagdiwang ang pusong matagal na naghintay.
Ang bahagyang komunikasyon ay nagpaalab sa damdaming nanlamig at ilang taong pawang patay.
Awit at musika’y tumugtog nang walang humpay, bukang liwayway ay nakangiting sumilay.
Masayahing puso’y nangarap sa makulay na hinaharap at payapang buhay.
Nadama ang mahika ng pagibig na hindi nababasa sa mga libro.
Naglaro ang tadhana at damdamin ang ginawang pamato.
Kumapit sa salitang pagasa at nilinlang ng mapaglarong damdamin ang kaisipan hanggang nalito.
Nakumbinsing kapitan ang katiting na pagasa kahit alam na dehado.
Naghintay pa rin bagaman malakas ang tinig na nagsasabing walang aasahan.
Muling binuksan ang pahina ng kwentong malabo ang nakaukit na larawan.
Kwentong nakabinbin at naghihintay na mabigyan ng makulay na katapusan.
Hinayaan ang damdaming tangayin ng naguumapaw na pag-asa.
Nagtapat na muli at naghintay ng isasagot ng imahe sa kabilang linya.
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Canyon Cove, Nasugbu, Batangas
By taking the time to stop and appreciate who you are and what you’ve achieved – and perhaps learned through a few mistakes, stumbles and losses – you actually can enhance everything about you. Self-acknowledgment and appreciation are what give you the insights and awareness to move forward toward higher goals and accomplishments. ——Jack Canfield
Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express your appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. Truly appreciate those around you, and you’ll soon find many others around you. Truly appreciate life, and you’ll find that you have more of it.
God bless our days ahead!😊😄
- We reach to a point in life when we are ready for change and a whole bunch of information that will help unlock our self improvement power.
I have to admit that after somewhat life-changing and kinda painful experience with my first love, I had this difficulty moving on. I had to keep my WordPress account private, cut contacts and break my postpaid mobile sim card. That’s to minimize contact with the person who caused me a lot of happiness and pain. But of course, I have no one to blame but myself for just falling in love. Now I choose just to be alone. How could someone thought of not being worth it for my love? I don’t know. It might be that the other person doesn’t just want me the way that I am. I thought there’s hope though there’s really none. I don’t know. I should have known anyway. And this is all I know. ☺ I stopped asking questions ‘coz I found it hard to be answered with a question also. I need an answer and it seemed, there is no way for me to get any answer. I stopped. I moved on and let go. I tried to overthink more and it led me to a world of endless imagination and fantasy then reality hit me in the face and I woke up. To tell you honestly, being in love then trying to fall out of love with your first love is kinda hard. You’ll still hope, try to check if there would be second chances after rejection and think of possibilities and unending what ifs. I quit asking for what ifs. I ended up believing we are really not on the same page.
Being a Technical Support /Sales Specialist and law student at the same time is really challenging. I have to cut my social media hours and hours of calling to minutes every time I call my mom. I need to read more and spend most of my time doing some sort of researches and yep, I have found my second love- which is law school.
I do not know yet where this road will take me but I will not know unless I take it. There are no guarantees. For now, all I can say is I am enjoying my life and kinda excited about the path that I am taking.
Thanks be to God!
“Ang buhay ng tao’y parang isang landas, makipot, matinik. Ang tatahak rito’y dapat na humandang lumuha’t magtiis.”
Paboritong tula yan ng lolo ko. Lolo ko sa side ng Ima ko. Bata pa’ko naririnig ko na yang tulang yan. Halos lahat nga kaming magkakapatid nasaulo na yan e, kasi pinaulit-ulit na nilang mag-asawa araw araw. Paborito rin nilang life quote ng lola ko (side ng Ima ko). Si lola Endring na natitirang buhay na lola ko, siya ang pinakamahal kong lola. Yung tipong makakatulugan mo na lang yung mga kwento niyang Ibong Adarna, Little Red Ridinghood, Rapunzel, Snowhite at Cinderella. Pati nga yung mga kwento ni Juan Tamad na mahilig maghintay ng babagsak na bunga sa puno ng bayabas, alam nya e. Siya yung nagturo samen ng doktrinang Worship sa Umaga at hapon bago sumilay at lumubog ang araw sa may dalampasigan. Titipunin kami kami niyan tuwing hapon paglubog ng araw…
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I assessed the situation. You’re different. We are.
Our values vary, absolutely, but before was perfectly fine.
I admit it was like a “push and pull”, seems like we were playing “tug of war.”
But this time I mean to fix it. It’s not yet late so please give me a try.
If I call you would you answer me and tell me why?
Why so silent, are you just busy, just became so “heartless”, what now!
What’s holding you back sayin’ those words.. please don’t lie.
Again, these are questions, what ifs and I’m tired of wondering why.
“You matter to me”, that’s one thing.
To pull over a lot of times and to stop are two different things.
“To let go of the pain” and “to let you go” have two different meanings.
“To be in love” and “trying to fall out of love” are exactly not the same; one is voluntary, the other is involuntary willing.
However, to try to be better and improve oneself just for you are two identical things.